Ugh
Why am I such an idiot for trusting people?
There's this one particular person who was once close to me and a person trusted and knows almost everything about me
Well, I guess I have no one now.
I have already planned my own death
jokes
Still, it's not like anyone would read this, because no one cares

Why am I doing this to myself?
Well, I hate how people fucking judge
I've done nothing
I tried playing nice for so many years
I have done so much for people in the past and what do I get in return?
Nothing

Even my family dont care about me.
My dad would be happy to throw me out to the streets and let me die there
My mum cares nothing about me, only my looks
My brother does nothing for me, he doesnt care.
And what they all have in common is how they criticise me, verbally abuse me and dont even take the chance to try and understand my feelings
They're all just selfish scumbags
I guess they want me dead
Thats fine with me
If I'm going down, then I'm taking you with me
and we can all suffer hell together

I have decided to give up on people
I can't stand them anymore
It really hurts

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well thats all I need to get off my chest